what have i done?

Rebirth?

2006-06-10T06:50:40Z

Is it me or am I changing? Evolving? Becoming something different. Or am I just growing into myself? Not a matter of change but a matter of just being more, comfortably myself. Like wearing your favorate tshirt rather than wearing that hoodie in your closet that your mom got that's way too big, that you look stupid in. I don't know I guess I'm rambling. I want to talk to someone in particular, and it seems that either she's asleep or isnt interested, so keep your fingers crossed for the former rather than the latter. Anyway, I'm gonna need to go to bed here soon. So I'm gonna cut this out.

Later Haters
Morgan.

If i were to die.

2006-02-27T06:48:27Z

If i die tommorow, i want all of you true Morgomaniacs to go out there and fucking kill the attention whoring retards who didnt know me that feel the need to make a big deal out of my death for an excuse out of class or for attention that their mommys and daddys forgot to give them. I want, for my funeral to kick ass. There should be strobe lights, and lasers and i want to hang from the ceiling from wires and dance marionette style. So that everyone who has pulled my strings in real life, and fucking manipulated my shit can have the chance to do it right! I love me.

On another note: any of you reading this, you know who you are, should know that this is all just a rant about me being mad about people who use other's deaths as a tool to seek attention or merely get out of some classwork. This isnt some suicide letter, im not planning on going off and getting myself killed any time in the immediate future, im just calling out all the retards who i think make total morons out of themselves, and make a big deal out of people who they dont even really know. If any of you feel that im insensitive, or dont like what i write or how i feel, then maybe ask me about it or just dont read my blog. I'm pretty apathetic about which means you make the decision to purue. I'm going to sleep.

Yours truly
Saint Cynical
-Morgan-

Well, im still alive.

2006-02-23T19:23:07Z

Well, i think i had sort of a mini midlife crisis before midlife. So i guess its one of those late teenage...end of childhood begining of adulthood kind of crisis...es? what is the plural for crisis anyway? god im a moron. So it's 2 pm, and people arent off school yet, but when they are i think im gonna leave and go do somthing. maybe even try and get a job. I dont know, probation sucks, i just want them to leave me alone.

t0rr3n7 @ 2006-02-19T19:23:00

2006-02-20T00:26:37Z

I got the Folds tickets. Thats right, I got them, they said they were sold out but they couldnt turn me back. Im the man, no need to deny it, i just simply rule. Now enough about me being really extraordinarily happy with myself. St Patty's day is gonna rock the mockasins off every indian reservation in the midwest. And theyll be saying "Wow, that morgan guy rocks."

the things i do for love.

t0rr3n7 @ 2006-02-14T12:04:00

2006-02-14T17:10:23Z

So today i rolled around in my computer chair singing doors lyrics. Got kinda carried away with it and broke my lamp. Then kept doing it. I then watched the Doors movie, and what can i say? Me and Jim, we go way back. Ive missed them. Ive missed the music that makes me feel BETTER, not just more gloomy. I feel more positive and everything, and the songs aren't even really that positive. OH well. it's been a good day. I have a pretty positive outlook on things for now, lets see how long that lasts. You all love me, shut up.

-morgan~

t0rr3n7 @ 2005-08-11T15:42:00

2005-08-11T20:49:07Z

So for the past few weeks ive been hanging out with alot of people, mostly Miles, Anthony, GJ, Brian and Zach. Supisingly i havnt seen much of Glenn, but im sure that we'll get some hanging out done once hes back from Michigan or Wisconsin or wherever he is.
Life is good, ive been pretty relaxed and stuff lately. sleep is good. Legal problems arent looking so bad, theres definately a light at the end of the tunnel. School's looking good too, looks like ill be back in good ol' anderson by Senior Year, which is a relief...strangely. Today im gonna go out to eat with my aunt and uncle, should be nice to see them.

t0rr3n7 @ 2005-07-30T07:33:00

2005-07-30T12:31:31Z

hey im from the future!!! OooOOOooOOOoOoo...ok, i dont why i did the ooo, im not a ghost or anything, i just wanted to add mystery! well, nothing special happened today "FEE FYE FOE FING, I SMELL THE BREADING OF AN ONION RING!"

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-11-11T20:59:00

2004-11-12T02:11:14Z

well i got kicked out of my house, im livin at justin's... ill write more when its not freezing effing cold in the garage

well today was fun

2004-08-24T02:08:01Z

today at lunch i got attacked by this little dumb ass punk wigger freshman...him and his friends ran through a hall crammed with people of people and ran into me. i went over and told them not to run in the hall ways and grow the fuck up. after this they mouthed off so i said "ok then whatever, but run into me again and ill bust your fuckin teeth in" and i walked away with paul and sarah and dan. then this black kid brushed up against me a few times...and i felt dirty. but it was one of the little filthy wigger's friends. so i said "what the hell darkie? dude fuckin quit" then one of the little wiggers comes and runs into me and i turn around and say "what the hell?!" and he tells me "i didnt do shit!" and im like "right-o! and the phantom ran into me!?" i take a swig of mah coke and said "give me a break" and he steps up to me as if hes trying to intimidate me, i psuh him away and say "back off kid" and he does it again and has this retard attack and tries to push at me a few times while im yelling "dude, id beat the shit out of you! what in gods name are you doing!?" and bunch of other stuff like that. he then swings his arm totalyextended at me trying to stab me with this sharpy marker he aquired somehow. i scream "what the fuck are you doing you fucking skid mark!?" and i put him in a head lock and proceed to pour coke allover the kids head and back...he was soaked, he looked like an idiot, and he got suspended. i just lost a bit of face with some and got friday school. the most entertaining day ive had in a long while... i mean wtf? he stabbed me with a sharpy! what a freakin loser!

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-08-20T14:59:00

2004-08-20T20:01:22Z

...for some reason i never really LISTENED to this song's lyrics...until today in science class

"Falling Away With You"

i can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe i just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories i will never find

so i'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
i think our lives have just begun
i think our lives have just begun

and i feel my world crumbling
I feel my life crumbling
i feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
i know i won't forget a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

i can feel my world crumbling
i can feel my life crumbling
i can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we've left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories i will never find
memories i will never find

so it begins

2004-08-17T18:12:32Z

school tommorow, problem #1 dunno how im gonna get there, problem #2 dunno what im gonna do for lunch, problem #3 got schedule changed and im not gonna have enough ebbert classes now... im gonna have to deal with so many freshmen. looks like a crappy year already...
yesterday i registered for shcool, didnt have time to see where my classes are. after that i had another alergy attack and got real tired, i had a plate of spaghetti and went to bed, got up at 9 o'clock talked to my dad on the phone for like an hour (which is totaly unheard of) i barely talk long on the phone with anybody cept paul sarah or drew... but anyway after that i headed over to cory's grandparents and here i am... talking to my mom on aim... scary...i know
well if anyone wants to talk to me...ill be home call me 642-8240

ill see most everyone tommorow if all goes well
morgan

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-08-15T16:18:00

2004-08-15T21:28:40Z

in celebration of the new final fantasy 7 movie Advent Children, ive given my journal a final fantasy theme... another reason being the website i got my previous megaman X anime-ish back ground apparently isnt there anymore, so this is the new theme, tell me what you think.

Copland concert didnt work out because of some kind of cominication problem )i couldnt make it) but no worries, im getting free CDs =D! me and paul have played megaman today, he beat five, i only got one turn, he never gets game overs...damnit. anyway i really want to unlock stuff...i forgot how stressful it is...i thrive... muwahahaha. anyway its like only a couple more days till drew gets back, im just gonna give you that package on your return...sorry paul couldnt just burn the CDs...but the comic is cool anyway! ill look around for other random cheap stuff to throw in there, it should be a cool home coming present kinda thing, do share the candies with Jo.

hanging out with jubal tommorow, should be cool being as though we havnt really spoken at all for like 4 years...maybe 5. AVP was alright, the action was good, the affects were good, the story line was hoakey but what de heyl did i expect!?

anyway im out
morgan

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-08-13T18:46:00

2004-08-13T23:56:50Z

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	12
your best quality is	you help friends in need
your worst quality is	life is too short for you
this is because	other people influenced you

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What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"MMMM MORE FOOD!"

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Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:
Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:	Vlad the Impaler
If not then you were:	A crazy guy on the S-Train

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Final Fantasy Child by ChaoticSoul
Your Name
Your Mother	Freya
Your Father	Kuja
Looks from...	Father
Attitude from...	Father
Weapon from...	Mother

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t0rr3n7 @ 2004-08-13T18:42:00

2004-08-13T23:43:50Z

no one is online, no one seems to be home, im watching my email intently, im a total loser.

im the biggest retard in the world...

2004-08-12T11:54:07Z

lik3n: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v136/lik3n/cold.jpg
lik3n: remember how it's 46 outside right now...
Nightlifer07: and the date is?
lik3n: 8-12-04
Nightlifer07: you just checked this?
lik3n: yeah
lik3n: http://www.weather.com/weather/local/46011?lswe=46011&lwsa=WeatherLocalUndeclared
Nightlifer07: holy sweet jeebus
Nightlifer07: thats hilarious
lik3n: ironic that the low today is 48 degrees and it's 46 right now
Nightlifer07: yeah
Nightlifer07: somthing tells me, call it crazy, but someone made a boo boo
Nightlifer07: cause i dont think its 46 degrees...
lik3n: have you been outside?
Nightlifer07: no
lik3n: you can see your breath
Nightlifer07: holy shit
lik3n: haha
lik3n: that's not right!
lik3n: i mean, i know it's indiana, but come on..
Nightlifer07: remember that one time when i was an idiot
Nightlifer07: ?
Nightlifer07: i do
lik3n: hahahah
Nightlifer07: i think they got the himidity right...
Nightlifer07: ...i should be a weather man
lik3n: haha
Nightlifer07: i hear birds and i thought it was cold outside... suicide may be the only answer

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-08-12T06:28:00

2004-08-12T11:31:31Z

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Lips
Special Talents Are	Giving The Rub Down

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wow, just wow

a day in hiding

2004-08-09T22:57:00Z

so i woke up late and im not allowed in my house during the day so i grabed and blanket and a pillow and hid in my closet, just so my stepbrother would rat me out like the little sewer rat he is! how exiting eh? yeah it sucks donkey balls!
i watched some aquateen hunger force with danielle, eric, dan, damien, daniel lakes, and andy (i may have forgot a few people on account that i was really tired) at the wright's it was fun, although sarah was asleep. me damien and dan went to tacobell and missed a couple episodes but it was worth it, nachos belgrande rock my socks!
um, am i forgeting anything? my mom made potroast last night, it was pretty effin awesome. the corn was even good, and she made garlic mashed potatoes, they were glorious!
when paul returns im sending CDs to Drew and Jo, and the signed coheed comic. maybe some of those little Rocher candies, oh and drew two three packs or a 12 pack? just curious im leaning toward the 12pack...

ahahahahahaha

2004-08-05T00:19:53Z

today i woke up at 1 or 2 dont really know. i now say noobles instead of noodles and i think i sustained brain damage at a young age cause i do the stupidest things. who thinks i should change my aim name? i do, it doesnt really fit me anymore.
why do i feel like everything is fake, including 99% of people? hell i feel fake a big chunk of the time! it seems like trying to be a good person is just leaving an opening for life to tackle you and stomp on your head really hard
but hey, i had chips and salsa today! hurray! anyway im out
morgan

hell on earth

2004-08-02T21:14:30Z

gah! i need fun, or somthing fun-like. ive just been sleeping and playing videogames for like 2 days. i NEED somthing spontaneous to keep me ticking. anyway im at daniel young's house right now, his brother has been on the computer for ever so i have a defeceit of time. i miss muncie, at least i had unlimited internet access there. my house has been even more miserable than usual and things seem to be sucking. this summer has been possibly the most boring ive had in a long while.
my day has been boring except for the Aquateen Hunger Force episodes i watched, they were glorious. well thats all for now, anytime now somthing fascinating will happen and it wont bore the hell out of you just to read this!
this is kinda interesting by the way....

who would have thought!?

im out
morgan

oh wow...

2004-07-30T18:45:02Z

nothing, absolutely nothing eventful happened today, what should i do tonight? im up for suggestions, a LAN party sounds kinda fun.

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-07-29T18:13:00

2004-07-29T23:13:41Z

Pirates of the Caribbean!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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am i really that much of a loner? this is disturbing, even though being a pirate would rock!

legs...hurt...need sleep.

2004-07-29T21:10:12Z

so once again its my retarded stepbrothers day off and i cant take a nap in my own bed. "why are you tired morgan?" you ask, well you see i actualy played DDR last night till 2 in the morning and a bit today at about 12 30. i actualy got better, but i still suck horribly. im glad i got my stepdad out of the house, i only have to wait till fall and then im gonna have a shit load of people over crammed in my little house making a mess and doing random spontaneous fun stuff, itll be freaking awesome!
stayed at sarah and danielle's last night, paul got home and has these DDR you dont have to shake out, theyre amazing! i love the leather couch with all of my heart and my soul.
Kevin, Luke and I also hung out yesterday, luke has so many guns, he has 3 mauser rifles, one german one spanish and one swedish. also a flintlock pistol that is pretty cool. hes also got this cheap ass sword that has the best balance in a store bought blade ive ever held. its not honed or tempered steel though, even so id love to spar with it its cool as hell.
well i need to go, do somthing, i may run or somthing should prolly go to the camerata or somthing. i need a mocha freeze, and all of the glory that comes with mocha freezes

im out
morgan

i feel better

2004-07-28T19:36:41Z

so things came crashing down on me and i was totaly overwhelmed with my too-intense emotions. i guess im still coping with things, i learned a bit about my self today and last night and i found some relief in the oddest place, tristan. thanks tristan. Drew, im not angry with you at all. thanks for pulling for me sarah and risking friendships that are precious to you, you really stuck your neck out on my accord, it wasnt needed but thankyou. i feel so much better after today and if anyone wants to talk to me im around.
and drew, i lost my phonecard so i cant call you... so call me please.
whelp if anyone actualy reads my pitiful journal some comments would ease my boredom, heh
im out

morgan

Ghost Tan

2004-07-21T19:30:58Z

im actually getting not as pale, i dub it a ghost tan, though its only on my arms, havnt wore shorts or gone swimming all summer. joann and i's project is going splencdidly, its magnificent! whelp im gonna go hang out with paul

im out
morgan

t0rr3n7 @ 2004-07-21T02:09:00

2004-07-21T07:11:26Z

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Armadillo
Super Power	Ability To Fly
Enemy	Michael Jackson
Mode Of Transportation	Skateboard
Weapon	Attack Gerbils

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attack gerbals...i shall name them Fago, Shazbot, Buttnutter, Sergeant Starkey, and tito